The Thoughts

by Amanda
Copyright 2009 All rights reserved


this is the expression of my f***ed up thoughts
the way i find the help i've sought
so i get it out before i just flip
the pain. the anguish, the f***ed up s**t
if wanting to cock it and pull the trigger back
it shows me all the s**t my life lacks
wanting to run you over with an eighteen wheel truck
just f**k your life your s**t out of luck
slice the vein, my blood stained blade
take the truth and hide in the shade
hidden pain, covered by my sleeve
screw it, f**k you all, just leave
i see the pain it drips away red
it releases all the pain i dread
end it now and slit my wrist
theres nothing more that i can miss