"This Is My Life"
by © MaryEllen Moynihan
Tonight my life ends as it began
Misery was my mother
Hate my father
Unloved as a child
never wanted never needed
Always aloneFear became my friend
the loneliness and anger
make me hard and coldMy mind is full of empty thoughts
My hearts achesThis is my life
Unfeeling I turn away
Not wanting to be touched I push away
Everyday is filled with pain..
No words spoken, no tears
left to shedThis is my life
A life where pain and sorrow have become the norm.
Soulless since conception
Empty since birth
A heart as black as nightThis is my life
The demons control me now
The thought of death is warm and welcomes me.
When will tomorrow end and yesterday begin?
For me there is no heaven or hellJust the prison of LIFE